http://app-wildergirl-1.aidpage.com/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 12:35:41 PDT en-us Aidpage(SM) http://30-year-old-mother-of-four-suffering-with-sarcoidosis-and-lupus.app-wildergirl-1.aidpage.com/ I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. IM 30YRS OLD. I HAVE 4 KIDS AND IM SUFFERING WITH A DISEASE CALLED SARCOIDOSIS/LUPUS. IT HAS ME FEELING VERY WEAK ALL THE TIME AND DEPRESSED. I HAVE NO INSURANCE. I FEEL LIKE IM AT A WORST PARTIN MY LIFE, BUT IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR ALL THIS. ALL THIS, MEANS MY DISEASE, HAVING A SON,AT 13, RAISING 4 KIDS ON MY OWN FROM DAY ONE. MY MOMS JUST WENT TO PRISON LAST WEEKAND SHE WAS MY EVERYTHING. I ALSO AM DEALING WITH MY 2 BROTHERS BEING IN JAIL. I HAVE VERY CLOSE FAMILY. WE SHOW ARE LOVE. MY KIDS ARE MY LIFE. SINCE I'VE BEEN SICK MY ENERGY HAS ALL DISAPPEARED. I MISS WORKING AT THE HOSPITAL AND BEING ENERGETIC. I HAVE NOT BEEN A GOOD MOM LATELY. ALL ME AND MY KIDS DO IS TRY TO MAKE IT EVREYDAY.I ALSO WAS IN A TEN YEAR RELATIONSHIP AND IT ENDED CAUSE HE IS INSECURE ABOUT HIS DISEASE. HE HAS PROSTATE CANCER AND HE WAS ALSO ME AND MY KIDS ONLY INCOME SOURCE. I LOVE HIM DEARLY AND WILL MISS. HE WAS MY KIDS ONLY REAL FATHER. NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO OR HOW TO FOR THAT MUCH. IM ON SECTION 8 HOUSING AND MY SECTION 8 WORKER SAID SINCE IM BEHIND IN RENT AND OTHER BILLS IF I DONT FIX IT 30 DAYS I WILL GET KICKED OFF THE PROGRAM. SO PLEASE IF THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT THIS WEBSITE PLEASE DONATE WILFLOWERS AND HER KIDS. PRAYERS ARE GREATLY WELCOME! Tue, 18 Sep 2007 15:27:36 PDT